Nightly Song
Musings on Songs that Strike a Chord Tonight

May
21

Rockaway Beach

Written and performed by the Ramones

You can listen to the recorded version here.  Click here for an MTV video (with an opening ad). Click here for a live version from 1977.  

The 10th Annual Joey Ramone Memorial Tribute (has it been that long?) takes place this week in New York and that has me thinking Gabba-Gabba-Hey. Better yet, “1-2-3-4” and we’re off:

Rock Rock Rockaway Beach
Rock Rock Rockaway Beach
Rock Rock Rockaway Beach
We can hitch a ride
To Rockaway Beach

Throw in some Beach Boys, a hint of Dick Dale’s guitar, add Phil Spector’s Wall-of-Sound, shake like crazy and out comes the Ramone’s Rockaway Beach: pure city exuberance. It’s not the lyrics; it’s the energy. We all know the “bus ride’s too slow.” Gotta go. Gotta go. Can’t picture these Forest Hills and Staten Island boys at the beach? Spider-limed Joey sunning his late night pale skin? They’d fit right in on Rockaway Beach; everyone does.

Coney Island’s more famous with its freaks, big rides and history. And those with the good cars headed out to the big beaches on Long Island. Rockaway Beach is Queen’s beach: everyone’s welcome and everyone comes. Same sand, same ocean, same escape as the famous beaches. No tropical paradise, Rockaway Beach is a city beach, full of grit and as many skells hanging out with the last of the wine in their bottle as there were bikini babes sunning themselves on the sand. Take the bus, ride the subway, hitch a ride, just get down there. It’s everyone’s beach and that’s why the Ramones sing about it.

So let’s go. “The sun is out and I want some.” Leave behind the “hot concrete,” head to Rockaway Beach. Joey and the boys could ride the Green Line bus the length of Woodhaven Boulevard, better yet, they’d finagle a car ride. Gawky, pasty-skinned, draped in leather, maybe they’d get off at Rockaway Playland, now long gone, but back then a few blocks of creaky rides. We’re talking the days before the revitalization, before condos and developers.  Look, there’s the Tilt-a-Whirl, there’s the old white wooden roller coaster. Maybe they’d go all the way to Beach 116th Street, buying beers and smokes at Mickey’s deli, nodding at the geeks hanging outside the arcade, chatting up the girls flocking on the boardwalk.

Summer’s coming, “Up on the roof, out on the street,” let’s head to Rockaway Beach.

*****

The Ramone’s were America’s punk band. Not an idea of a band, but a real band, born of their desperation not to be such losers. Play guitars, bang the drums, scream a bit, unleash a blitzkrieg of three-minute song frenzies.

Want more? You can check out the Ramones World website. Check out this video of a live performance of Blitzkrieg Bop.  Here’s “Teenage Lobotomy.” Here’s a 1974 video of “Judy is a Punk” from CBGB’s.

May
20

You Gotta Sin to Be Saved

Written and performed by Maria McKee

Released on the album by the same name. Click here to listen to hear song on lala.com. You can listen to a live version here. You can buy the song on iTunes here and the album here.

There’s going to be a lot of saving going on cause if you listen to this song, you know there’s a lot of sinning happening. Full of gusto and heart, this raucous song puts forth a clear proposition: someday I may be saved, but before I get there, I’ve got some living to do. Think gospel song only this one marches down a different aisle.

Maria McKee’s voice – full-throated, even full-bodied – makes the case and the carousing band offers the full support with saxes, a Hammond organ, guitars and rousing vocals. No doubting the conviction of McKee’s singing, the song captures the spirit of an amuck Vegas weekend and you want to go along for the sheer fun of it.

The gambit offered is simple enough. McKee turns to her fiancé (“ya been my Romeo ever since we was in school”), reaffirms her love (“”I’ll love you till I die), then lets him know her predicament: “I could never be your bride ‘til I tame my wicked side.”  She swaggers, she vamps, but this is no tease; she’s pure lustiness, you can just picture the wicked grin.

Like any great vocal performance, it’s not the words that matter, it’s the meaning conveyed by McKee’s voice. Signing the chorus of “whoa-oh-oh-o” is enough. With the swirling organ – part church, part carnival – the handclaps, the saxophone providing the context, McKee sings the chorus of nonsense words strutting like a woman on the verge of some serious wrongdoing. “What’s a girl to do now Daddy, I’m drownin’ in a sea of boys.” It’s enough to make you want to hop on for a ride and hold on for dear life.

The song’s full of great humor as when she sings, “There ain’t no harm in lookin’, but I look too close sometimes.” Of course, she offers the libertine’s cure, “I’ll never fix my rovin’ eye ‘til I tame my wicked side.” You hear this much vitality and you have to wonder if she’s ever coming back.

By the third and final verse, McKee’s looking over her shoulder for that bolt of lightning:

Now I pray the Lord won’t scorn me if I make an honest vow
To someday wear a dress of white ‘cause scarlet’s what I’m wearin’ now

The original recording sounds as if cut live in the studio, the sound large, messy, impassioned and great fun, like a drunken chorus rising up at a great party.

*****

Maria McKee first made her mark as the lead singer on the L.A.-based band Lone Justice. They fused country and L.A. punk and scored something of a hit with “Ways to be Wicked” written by Tom Petty and Mike Campbell). (Here’s the video for the song.) Plenty of critics loved the band, but they never sold many records and disbanded in 1986 after releasing their second studio album. You can read more about Lone Justice here.  No Depression offers a good selection of reviews and articles on Ms. Mckee here.

Maria McKee has forged a solo career on her terms, singing background on albums by other groups (e.g. U2) and putting out a steady stream of her own recordings. Here are some videos to check out: “I Can’t Make it Alone,”  “Show Me Heaven,” “Life is Sweet,” and “If Love is a Red Dress.” You can check out her website here.

May
19

I Pity the Fool

Performed by Bobby Blue Bland. You can listen here. You can buy it on iTunes here.

Written by Deadric Malone. You can find the lyrics here (watch out for pop up ads).

If you don’t play an instrument and you don’t write songs, you better be able to sing. Bobby Blue Bland is a singer who more than earns his keep with his voice. He recorded “I Pity the Fool” on his seminal album from 1962, Two Steps from the Blues; the song rose to number one on the R&B charts and even made a dent on the pop charts.

What mastery we hear on this song: the production, the musicianship and the singing blend to form a sonic dynamo. The drums set the beat matched by a pulsing bass and masterful guitar work provided by Wayne Bennett who carries a BB King-influenced riff throughout the song. The performance starts quiet and small, as if the singer is curled up within himself, though as he goes on, the voices opens out and the music grows. We get horns (trumpets, tenor and baritone saxes and a slide trombone) and the tinkling of a piano. And that voice, soaked in hurt and maybe bourbon, raised on gospel and the blues, but now it’s something new altogether, call it soul or rhythm and blues, “I pity the fool that falls in love with you.”

By the second verse, the voices cries out, “Look at the people…watching you make a fool of me.” Hear the growl in the line, “Look at the people” and you understand that singing is not about hitting notes, but conveying meaning. The grit and rumble in that line will make you shudder.  The words only hint at the torment. We hear the staccato punctuation of the horns, the guitar riffs dissecting his heart and that voice calling out from depths few allow themselves to feel.

By the third verse the hurt becomes nearly unbearable. “Look at the people…watching you make a fool of me.” What started quiet and small now explodes, the singer’s arms outstretched, his voice rising high, the music full of his trembling, “I pity the fool,” he sings, damning himself for he is that fool.

This song can be found on countless compilations, but it comes from one of the best and most influential albums in popular music, Two Steps from the Blues. Put out by Duke Records, produced and arranged by Joe Scott and overseen by label head, Don Robey. Recording technology has come a long way, but you will rarely find such a well-crafted album.  The powerful horns add muscle, but don’t overwhelm, the shards of electric guitar tossed off by Wayne Bennett support the song and don’t district by calling attention to itself. 

Born in Rosemark, Tennessee, Bobby Blue Bland came of age in Memphis where the Mississippi brings together all the music of the south: blues, country, jazz and gospel and nowhere are they blended better than in the peak recordings of Bobby Blue Bland. He made his name on Beale Street, one of a crew that included his life-long friend B.B. King and Johnny Ace.  Often categorized as a bluesman, his mixing of gospel, R&B and blues with big band stylings created a path that Sam Cooke and Ray Charles would follow to greater fame.

Bland still performs today, often opening for B.B. King. They put on a warm-hearted show, full of history, professionalism and soul. Bobby Blue Bland does not have a recording contract today, a stunning fact especially given all the crap that makes its way into the endless stream of music. He is a member of both the Blues Hall of Fame and the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame.

You can find Bobby’s Rock and Roll Hall of Fame biography here. You can check out a tribute website to Bland here and here

Want to listen to more Bobby Blue Bland? Check out he following:

“Cry, Cry, Cry”

“Ain’t that Lovin’ You Baby”

“Stormy Monday Blues”

May
18

Beer and Kisses

Written and Performed by Amy Rigby.

Click here to listen. You can find the lyrics here. You can buy it from iTunes here.  This song originally appeared on the album Diary of a Mod Housewife.

Amy Rigby traces the arch of romance in a tightly crafted 3:41 seconds from when “we loved like it was something new” to “It’s sad how we both forget/The thing we had for each other/Way back when we first met.” “Beer and Kisses” is a pop-song for grown-ups, wry and subtly structured lyrics knitted to a winsome melody.

The ex-punk singer living in the East Village turns out this country-tinged duet with John Wesley Harding as if they are the second coming of Tammy Wynette and George Jones.   The tale opens in the first glimmers of new love, the couple meeting in the supermarket and though boy-meets girl has reoccurred forever, Rigby knows that for those inside the love, it’s like a new world. Thus the lines:

We loved like it was something new
From day one we could not be parted
You had me and honey I had you 

In recording Diary of a Mod Housewife, Rigby says she wanted to “balance being a mother and a wife and still being a rocker at heart.” She hits the target in this song: no subordination here, two equals madly in love.

Rigby captures that blazing love when all that matters is being together and the hell with creature comforts. They get “a little place between us/Not much but we could call it home.” For my wife and I, it was a bungalow down the Rockaways, barely more than a mattress, a table and two chairs, running out of money on Tuesdays when the next paycheck didn’t come until Tuesday, but nearly three kids and several lifetimes later, we know that was among the happiest days of our lives.  Rigby nails that sense of giddy fulfillment: “we lived on beer and kisses/All hopped up on love and foam.”

She describes those early nights in a fervently sung refrain that starts out full of exuberance backed by slamming cymbals and pedal steel guitar:

Get home from work, turn on the light
Sit on the couch, spend the whole night there
Get home from work, turn on the light
Sit on the couch, spend the whole night there

What else do they need? Of course, that first wave of love fades. We cannot sustain it and need to figure out what happens next. In this song, they “grew a little couch potato…but something had come between us.” Here the screw turns, first love is not enough. The next verse concludes: “You’d drink your beer in the kitchen/I’d sit on the couch and pray.”

 As the refrain re-appears, Rigby puts her craft to work: the simple change that captures the shift in the song and the relationship:

Get home from work, get in a fight
Sit on the couch, spend the whole night there
Get home from work, get in a fight
Sit on the couch, spend the while night there

Now the crashing cymbals make the loss sting, the pedal steel makes us ache.

The song takes its final turn as the singer dreams of regaining what she has lost. She reaches out for her lover, dreaming, arguing, perhaps pleading a bit:

My dear I have much to tell you
It’s sad how we both forget
The thing we had for each other
Way back when we first me

Let’s put all the bad behind us
Tonight when you come home
Just bring me beer and kisses
We’ll get high on love and foam

We return to the refrain, sung with an equal mix of hope that they can rediscover the lost love and resignation for love lost:

Get home from work, make it alright
Sit on the couch, spend the whole night there
Get home from work, make it alright
Sit on the couch, spend the whole night there

The voices of Rigby and Harding sound so optimistic as they repeat that last refrain. We all want to believe we can recapture that first rush of love even if we know the world keeps spinning us away from that first spring. The song ends with the singers repeating the line “bring me beer and kisses” with the same combination of hope and loss.

In the end, we get a powerful, well-crafted pop song, one full of longing, hope and reality. It’s a song that captures the spirit of Amy Rigby, who started out on in the East Village pop scene and morphed into a singer songwriter. In the liner notes to the album, Diary of a Mod Housewife, Rigby lays out this declaration

“You may be asking yourself — what is a mod housewife? It is a woman being dragged kicking and screaming into adulthood… Stuck in the netherworld between bohemia and suburbia, between set lists and shopping lists. You’ve probably seen her at the supermarket with her kid in a grocery cart, headphones blasting Elastica while she debates the merits of low-fat granola bars vs. Snackwells. Maybe you’ve seen her pushing a toddler in a swing, with a fading ink stamp on her hand from some club the night before… She still wants to rock, and still knows how. She understands compromise. But she’s not ready to give in … yet.”

Let’s never give in no matter how much we know.

******

Amy Rigby is still making music. Check out her website. You can sample more of her music at lala.com by clicking here. Amy Rigby keeps a blog journal here. You can experience more of Rigby’s wry and deadly humor in this live version of “Keep It to Yourself.”  She tours and records now with Wreckless Eric and you can hear a live version of “Dancing with Joey Ramone.”

If you want to read more about Amy Rigby, you might check this good blog piece on “Beer and Kisses” at Star Maker Machine. Joyce Millman wrote a good review of Diary of a Mod Housewife for Salon.com. You can read that review here. No Depression serves up a slew of articles and review that you can find here.

May
17

All My Ex’s Live in Texas

Performed by George Strait Written by Sanger D. Shafer and Linda J. Shafer

You can hear the recorded version here. You can hear a live version here. You can buy a download for iTunes here.  

There are plenty of downhearted songs about past loves, but not this gem from George Strait. It’s as breezy, graceful and fun as a spring day on the porch with a cold beer. Everything works together to create a gem of a country song: the well-honed craftsmanship of the songwriting, the consummate musicianship that skips the flash in favor of playing in service to the tune and George Strait’s honeyed and laconic voice that fits the song so well.

This track provides another example of how George Strait finds popularity in the too-often derivative and bland contemporary country music market while keeping true to his country music touchstones and country-swing roots. You can hear Bob Wills, Merle Haggard and Hank Williams loud and clear in his music. Strait has the knack for picking songs right for his voice and style and his performances all contain an organic integrity: the pedal steel and fiddle open this song not because of some formula, but because they are absolutely perfect for opening the song.

Play “All My Ex’s Live in Texas” and you know you’re in the hands of a master when Strait sings the opening chorus with its irresistible hook:

All my ex’s live in Texas
And Texas is the place I’d dearly love to be
But all my ex’s live in Texas
And that’s why I hang my hat in Tennessee

What a great jukebox tune. You can dance to it, toast to the sentiments or just tap along.  The opening verse catalogues all those Texas exes:

Rosanna’s down in Texarkana
Wanted me to push her broom
Sweet Eileen’s in Abilene
She forgot I hung the moon
And Allison’s in Galveston
Somehow lost her sanity
And Dimple’s who now lives in Temple’s
Got the law looking for me

No attempt to analyze, no moaning, no deep thoughts, just a run through the past saved by the hook and the chorus. The song shares some kinship with Jackson Browne’s “Take It Easy,”  another song with a list of women that put a guy on the road.)

The second verse finds the singer recalling some youthful frolicking in the Texas of his younger days:

I remember that old Frio River
Where I learned to swim
But it brings to mind another time
Where I wore my welcome thin

Yet the memory reminds him why he’s on the road and living in Tennessee. The lyrics then take an odd turn – perhaps autobiographic for songwriter Sanger Shafer – about using meditation to recall the past

By transcendental meditation
I go there each night
But I always come back to myself
Long before daylight

The structure of the song and the discipline of the songwriting pull us back to the chorus as George glides along. The song ends with some chuckles:

Some folks think I’m hidin’
It’s been rumored that I died
But I’m alive and well in Tennessee

*******

George Strait qualifies as a living legend given that he has 57 number one hits and enough awards to fill multiple rooms in his home. You can learn more at his website and entries for George Strait at the Country Music Hall of Fame and County Music Television (CMT). This song earned nominations for Song of the Year at the Country music Awards and Country Song of the Year at the Grammies.

Sanger Shafer co-wrote this song with his fourth wife, Linda, so he has some experience with Ex’s. Safer also wrote Strait’s hit, “Does Fort Worth Ever Cross Your Mind?”, which he co-wrote with a different wife. He’s a prolific songwriter who has penned hits for the likes of George Jones, Moe Bandy and Lefty Frizzell and is a member of the Nashville Songwriter’s Hall of Fame.

May
16

Boom Boom Mancini

Written and performed by Warren Zevon.

You can hear the studio version in this tribute video to Boom Boom Mancini. To listen to Zevon perform this on the Letterman show, click here. There’s a bizarre video of Zevon performing this song live at Boston’s South Station.

“The name of the game is be hit and hit back”

Write a line like that and you can go home knowing you’ve done your job. It comes from Warren Zevon’s song “Boom Boom Mancini,” as tough and hard a song as you will ever hear. His voice – direct, insistent, in your face, singing from a place that has learned some hard lessons – finds its match in the pounding and furious rhythm laid down by Bill Berry and Mike Mills of R.E.M. No jingle-jangle here as Berry pounds the drumheads. Peter Buck fills out the sound with wailing guitar riffs. This is not background music. (Here’s a clip of a live performance from the Letterman Show.)

Zevon tells the tale of Ray “Boom Boom” Mancini, a true story, but the art comes in selecting the facts and telling them right. Zevon’s paean succeeds with the sparseness and incisiveness of a Raymond Carver story. In the first verse, we glimpse an entire life:

From Youngstown, Ohio, Ray Boom Boom Mancini
A lightweight contender, like father like son
He fought for the title with Frias in Vegas
And he put him away in round number one

Mancini’s not from somewhere in America; he’s from Youngstown, Ohio, a place by the early 1980’s well past its prime where the only types of luck found were hard and none. Calling Mancini a “light weight contender” signals the famous desperation of Marlon Brando in the movies (“I coulda been a contenda…”) and establishes that Mancini must compete for all he’s to get. We learn that Ray’s carrying on in the family business (“like father like son”). Indeed, his father, Lenny, the first “Boom Boom”, was a contender from Youngstown back in the 1940’s, his career cut short by injuries from the war. So it goes. Boom Boom makes good on his promise, taking the title from Arturo Frias in Vegas, where else?

Mancini stood out as a boxer not only because of his back-story, but because of his ferocious style. The bell would ring and he’d sprint to the middle of the ring and start wailing on his opponent: no artistry, no tactics, just a frenzy.  The camera loved him and fans couldn’t resist.

The song doubles back to an early fight against then champion Alexis Arguello who “gave Boom Boom a beating/Seven weeks later he was back in the ring.” What follows is a couplet that offers a code to live by:

“Some have the speed and the right combinations
If you can’t take the punches it don’t mean a thing”

Zevon needed to learn this lesson. This song comes from the album Sentimental Hygiene, released in 1987, Zevon’s first studio album in five years and the first after a notorious falling from the wagon. Don’t tell me about talent, don’t tell me about skills, tell me about your heart, about your fortitude, about your willingness to get in the ring every day.

We get one more verse and this tackles the lasting image of Boom Boom Mancini. On November 13, 1982, a 21-year-old Mancini entered the ring to defend his title for only the second time facing a 23-year-old challenger from South Korea named Duk Koo Kim. Televised live on CBS on a Saturday afternoon (you can see the last rounds here), the fighters pummeled each other during the opening rounds, yet as the fight progressed, Mancini landed more blows with greater force and his pounding took a toll on Kim.  A barrage that Mancini landed in the twelfth round nearly ended the fight. Kim wobbled in the next round, but managed to land a few punches that let the fight continue. By the fourteenth round, Kim had lost all tenacity and Mancini easily landed his punches. He swung a crushing left hook that caught Kim’s nose and followed with a left-right flurry that sent Kim to the canvas.

Had the story ended there we might know the match as a great test of two men’s skills with the champion prevailing. The story did not end when Kim climbed off the mat and headed for the locker room. Five days later, Duk Koo Kim died from the head injuries suffered in the fight with Boom Boom. In the months that followed, Kim’s mother committed suicide, as did the referee of the fight. Politicians and public commentators assailed the sport of boxing and the major boxing associations shorted their official bouts to a maximum of twelve rounds.

Boom Boom Mancini suffered too. He became known as the man who killed the South Korean boxer. For a while, Mancini blamed himself and fell into a depression. He stayed out of the ring and when he did return, he fought a pair of lesser opponents and looked unimpressive. It was not until his 1984 fight with Bobby Chacon that Mancini fought a truly worthy opponent and he rose to the challenge.

Zevon takes some license in telling this story: no melodrama in recounting the fight and no depression either. Zevon imagines a question put to Mancini about the death of Du Koo Kim and fabricates an answer “Someone should have stopped the fight, and told me it was him.”

Yet the final pair of lines packs the wallop in this verse. Zevon lashes out at the critics and we know he is talking about more than the boxing writers:

They made hypocrite judgments after the fact
But the name of the game is be hit and hit back

Put that last line over your doorway; repeat it every morning as you ready to go out into the day.

This might be the greatest boxing song ever. Yes, movie fans and even boxers might like “Eye of the Tiger” from Rocky. Dylan has penned two fine songs – “Who Killed Davey Moore?” which takes a very different approach to a death in the ring and “Hurricane.” The Davey Moore song is clever and insightful, yet doesn’t capture the spirit of one man slugging another. “Hurricane” is an impassioned story song with some good glimpses of boxing (“Rubin could take a man out with just one punch/But he never did like to talk about it all that much/It’s my work, he’d say, and I do it for pay”). It may be a great song about injustice, racism, American culture and Reuben Carter, yet it is not truly a boxing song. There’s the terribly sentimental “The Boxer” by Paul Simon (which Dylan covered on his bizarrely terrible album, Self Portrait.) ThreeSixMafia recorded “It’s a Fight” and Mark Knopfler has “Song for Sonny Liston,” both good songs and as different as the artist who recorded them. L.L. Cool J has a strong contender in “Mama Said Knock You Out,” not a boxing song per se, but one that captures the spirit. A favorite of mine is Tom Russeel’s “The Puglist at 59.” If you have other nominations, I’d love to hear them.

Warren Zevon included “Boom Boom Mancini” on his album 1987 album, Sentimental Hygiene and you can find it on Learning to Flinch and the collection Genius: The Best of Warren Zevon.

By the way, it turns out that Bob Dylan is both a fan of the fight game and Warren Zevon. Around the time of Zevon’s death in 2003, Dylan paid tribute to his fellow songwriter by performing a selection of Zevon’s songs, including “Boom Boom Mancini.” (You can hear a performance here.)  Dylan also played harmonica on the song “Factory,” which appeared on Sentimental Hygiene. Here’s a Dylan interview on Zevon from the Huffington Post:

Interviewer: Did you know Zevon?

Bob Dylan: Not very well.

Interviewer: What did you like about him?

Bob Dylan: “Lawyers, Guns and Money.” “Boom Boom Mancini.” Down hard stuff. “Join me in L.A.” sort of straddles the line between heartfelt and primeval. His musical patterns are all over the place, probably because he’s classically trained. There might be three separate songs within a Zevon song, but they’re all effortlessly connected. Zevon was a musician’s musician, a tortured one. “Desperado Under the Eaves.” It’s all in there.

May
16

Metal Firecracker

Written and performed by Lucinda Williams, originally released on the album Car Wheels on a Gravel Road. You can listen to the song here.

“Metal Firecracker” is a grown up break-up song that shimmers with guitars, loss and vulnerability. The metal firecracker of the title is a tour bus and the song concerns a love gone bad. The song avoids the moaning and self-pity that saps too many break-up songs as it both recalls the passion of the affair and finds a way forward.  

Hinging on the duality of love, this track explores the strength and vulnerability that follows a break-up. The opening verse remembers the love:

You told me I was your queen
You told me I was your biker
You told me I was everything

Besides the nice play of Queen and bike, a twist on the hackneyed Madonna/whore combination, the opening verse captures the strength we can find in love, when someone recognizes us, sees who we are and who we can be. In a world where we can all get lost, having someone else love us gives us presence and meaning. Yet that very act portends the downfall after the love goes sour – without the love, without someone recognizing us, do we exist at all?

In the next verse, the singer recalls the passion of the affair with Lucinda’s voice smoldering:

Once I was in your blood, you were obsessed with me
You wanted to paint my picture
You wanted to undress me
You wanted to see me in your future

Listen to the lust and ache in how she sings the words “you wanted to undress me.”

The chorus makes plain the risk of love. In the throes of that passion, we let another see and touch us in ways that bind the relationship. When it’s over, the vulnerability and fear come rushing:

All I ask is don’t tell anybody the secrets
Don’t tell anybody the secrets I told you

In the second half of the song, we get a slight change in perspective. The lines now recall the promises made by her former lover:

Once you held me so tight
I thought I’d lose my mind
You said I rocked your world
You said it was for all time
You said that I’d always be your girl

Now she turns on her man, singing with special vehemence about playing ZZ Top, “turn it up real loud.” Her voice in that line takes on a special vehemence. She sees him and their affair differently. “I used to think you were strong/I used to think you were proud.” What they once had, she cannot have anymore and she’s moved. He is not the man she thought him to be. When the chorus comes back, she realizes the other side of her vulnerability, for when she asks him “don’t tell anybody the secrets I told you” she sings simultaneously from a position of vulnerability and strength. Yes, she is vulnerable to what he might say, what he could reveal, but he is vulnerable too, for she knows his secrets, his loneliness. The affair ends with a kind of mutual deterrence.

The Irish short story writer Frank O’Connor said that a wife knows her husband’s vulnerability because she understands his loneliness. This song realizes that together, a couple’s love depends on passion and heedless openness, and once separated that openness leaves them alone and equally vulnerable.

The song appears first on Car Wheels on a Gravel Road and on later live albums. To learn more about Lucinda Williams, you can check here.

May
13

Dyslexic Heart

By Paul Westerberg

Originally released on the soundtrack for the movie Singles, you can also find it on Besterberg: The Best of Paul Westerberg. You can see/hear the official video here. Click here for a good live version. Here’s another live version. 

Paul Westerberg’s first effort after the demise of The Replacements, “Dyslexic Heart” is a nearly pure pop rendition of boy meets girl and boys winds up confused as hell. Of course, no pop is pure after you run it through the blender that is Paul Westerberg. We get a sweet harmonica, clever lyrics, fun puns, a hook almost good enough to have you humming it, rhythms that will have you tapping your foot, a few smart alack shots and a brilliant title phrase all spun together in a shiny concoction replete with waves of nanana.

The metaphor of the dyslexic heart is hard to resist and Westerberg makes the best of it. The object of his affection slips him a napkin that leaves him asking, “Is this your name or a doctor’s eye chart?” Later she gives him a book, which he stuffs under a wobbly table leg, singing, “now my table is ready/Is this a library or bar?” Later, when frustrated trying to read her signals, he declares the almost inevitable: “my heart could use some glasses.”

What starts and ends as Westerberg’s version of shimmering pop almost detours into the realm of teenage angst when he starts singing:

You keep swayin’… what are you sayin’?
Thinking ’bout stayin’?
Or are you just playing, making passes

Westerberg’s voice and the growing cacophony of the band and lashing guitar convey the confusion and yearning this girl causes him. The song pulls up with by repeating the chorus and ending – on the album version – with a minute of na nanana na nanana na na.

 A perfect song? No. A fun, clever and infectious song? Absolutely. And that’s one version of Paul Westerberg. With fifteen solo albums, including the soundtrack to the animated Open Season (Rembmer the Mats recorded “Cruella de Ville”), Westerberg has not put out more solo albums than albums with the Replacements. He still cranks up his share of punk anarchy as well as ballads, pop songs and more recently, bluesy songs cut in his basement.  Rumor has it that he’s working on an album with Gen Campbell.

 The movie Singles, written and directed by Cameron Crowe, came out in 1982. Though done before the media hype of the Grunge explosion, the studio delayed its release until Pearl Jam and its brethren were in the news. Some of the Seattle bands contributed to the soundtrack and a few band members (Eddie Vedder, Chris Cornell, etc.) made cameo appearances. Westerberg contributed two songs. In addition to “Dyslexic Heart,” he also performed “Waiting for Somebody.”

You can learn more about Paul Westerberg at his web site, Man without Ties. There is a blog dedicated to Paul Westerberg called A Good Idea Whose Time Has Come. There’s a good Replacements fan site, Skyway, with good information on Westerberg.  The New York Times published a brief essay by Westerberg on the passing of Alex Chilton:

Rock guitar players are all dead men walking. It’s only a matter of time, I tell myself as I finger my calluses. Those who fail to click with the world and society at large find safe haven in music — to sing, write songs, create, perform. Each an active art in itself that offers no promise of success, let alone happiness.

(Here’s the link, though my you may need a subscription.)

May
13

A Fairy Tale of New York

By Shane MacGowan & Jem Finer

Performed by the Pogues with help from Kirsty MacColl. You can hear the recorded version here. You can hear live versions here, here and here. Here’s a live version with Sinead O’Connor singing the female part (not a great recording).  

A sad tale saved from pure sentimentality by some gritty lines and gutty singing, the song opens on a snowy Christmas Eve in the New York City drunk tank. A mournful piano plays in the background. An old man declares it will be his last (“won’t see another one”), then breaks into a version of “The Rare Old Mountain Dew,” an old time Irish ballad (click here for a version by the Dubliners). Here’s our Irish boy stuck in jail on Christmas Eve a long way from home. The combination of the drink, the old man’s singing and the Christmas holiday send the singer into reverie thinking about his love.

Sitting in that jail wearing off his latest bender, he has a drunkard’s hopes built on the money he’s won (and clearly drank away) on a long shot:

Got on a lucky one
Came in eighteen to one
I’ve got a feeling
This year’s for me and you
So happy Christmas
I love you baby
I can see a better time
When all our dreams come true

Who can begrudge the man that sliver of warmth, the thought that maybe he and his love can make it?  The song moves out of the jail cell into a dreamlike state as we hear from his love in the voice of Kirsty MacColl. The band kicks in and the song and the world come to life. She’s singing about New York and all the promise their new love offered in the big City. The references to Broadway may border on the cliché, but she so captures that first love joy and the Oz-like promises made by New York:

They’ve got cars big as bars
They’ve got rivers of gold
But the wind goes right through you
It’s no place for the old
When you first took my hand
On a cold Christmas Eve
You promised me
Broadway was waiting for me

Memories of that long ago Christmas Eve evoke the tenderness of their love as the sing a call and response verse worthy of the great duets (Marvin Gaye & Tami Terrell, George Jones & Tammy Wynette). She tells him, “You were handsome,” and he assures here, “you were pretty/Queen of New York City.” Doesn’t every couple have those whispers of when it all seemed so grand?

When the band finished playing
They howled out for more
Sinatra was swinging,
All the drunks they were singing
We kissed on a corner
Then danced through the night

The chorus comes with the right combination of longing for the past and Christmas joy:

The boys of the NYPD choir
Were singing “Galway Bay”
And the bells were ringing out
For Christmas day

Yet here the wonders of the past come crashing down for the singer – our hero? – cannot escape his preset. We hear his love’s voice again, only now she hurls scathing bitterness: “you’re a bum/you’re a punk” and he returns in kind, “you’re an old slut on junk/Lying there almost dead on a drip in that bed.” What was wonderful in the past has succumbed to the dreadful reality, him a drunk and she a junkie. No more swinging, no more loving, only the bitterness of failed dreams and failed promises:

You scumbag, you maggot
You cheap lousy faggot
Happy Christmas your arse
I pray God it’s our last

When the chorus comes around, it is now bittersweet and damning. By the end of the song, we’re back n the drunk tank, the singer coming back to his sad reality. “I could have been someone,” he sings Brando-like. She comes back at him:

Well so could anyone
You took my dreams from me
 

The anger gives way to something deeper, something sadder. He represents all her failed hopes. In this gloom, he offers the final lines about their dreams and their doomed relationship:

I kept them with me babe
I put them with my own
Can’t make it all alone
I’ve built my dreams around you

Their fate is intertwined and the hope of the opening verse seems so far away. He was going to save her with the money from his long shot, now he’s calling for her, “can’t make it all alone.” What tenderness and longing. This ending makes me think of the Galway Kinnell lines from the Book of Nightmares:

The self is the least of it.
Let our scars fall in love.

Here are a couple of random facts about the song:

  • Cait O’Riorden was to sing the female part, but she left the group before they went into the studio. Producer Steve Lilywhite had his wife – Kirsty MacColl – stand in for a demo and the boys in the band liked her so much, they had her sing the part on the recording.
  • The title comes from J. P. Dunleavy’s novel of the same title.
  • The New York Police Department (NYPD) does not have a choir, but the Emerald Society of the NYPD does have a legendary Pipe and Drum Band that plays in parades and sends members to perform at police officer funerals. The band does not play “Galway Bay.”

You can learn more about the Pogues here. Shane MacGowan has wandered in and out of the band and you can learn more about him here. Kirsty MacColl died in a boating accident in Mexico in 2000 and left behind some wonderful recordings. You can learn more about her here. I love her song “In these Shoes,” which you can listen to here.

May
12

I Killed Sally’s Lover

The Avett Brothers From  Live, Vol. II You can hear a live version here, here and  here, .

You’re in a beer-soaked, sweaty North Carolina bar, three guys on the stage and wham: One-Two-Three-Four, guitars, banjo and upright base blast off like the amuck off-spring of speed metal and bluegrass, think Appalachian Ramones.

In one breath, we get the whole story: “Somebody get my shot got/Somebody get my blade/Sally’s been laying with another man/And he’s sleeping in my place.” No qualms, no equivocating, the singer relishes the moment, “Gonna shoot him sure as rain/You can run as fast you want to boy/I’ll kill you just the same.” They play with such reckless abandon, such joy. No moaning in a corner over betrayed love, no deep thoughts; it’s a song making lust tangible: “You can try to hide all you want boy/There ain’t nowhere to go.”

A contemporary song, “I killed Sally’s Lover” could’ve come out of the mountains a hundred years ago with its leering fun and giddy vengefulness. The performance makes it all work – the rush of the three instruments that feel like an onslaught of a much larger band, the hoots and shouts of the brothers, the glee the unleash.

Don’t think there’s no reflection here. You do get a confessional moment. “Don’t go thinkin’/That you got off so clean.” Here we get the confessional moment, “I’d kill you too if I had the nerve/But I just ain’t that mean.” What a hoot!

And our story picks up with the singer trying to hide, throwing his “murder tools” in the lake, stealing a car, driving far away. How does he get caught? “Sally told the policeman/Exactly what I’d done/I went and got my shotgun/I went and got my blade.”

Sure enough, they drag our hero off to prison and he addresses all the “ramblin’ fellas.” Ready for more confession? “That woman is gonna bring you pain/Your heart is gonna bleed/But it ain’t worth the trouble/The sufferin’ or the grief/A bleeding heart is better than the penitentiary.” For a few moments, you might thing you have the Hollywood or Christian ending: the bad guy gets his comeuppance, learns his lesson and joins the side of the good and the righteous. Not here, cause Sally’s got another lover and we know what that means:

Somebody get my shotgun
Somebody get my blade
Sally’s been laying with another man
And I set him in his grave

This maybe a mountain ditty from some crazed brothers come down from the hills, but it resonates with great art: not the idea of revenge, longing and lust, but actual revenge, longing and lust. It echoes the call in the blues mainstay “Look Over Yonder Wall,” when that singer calls out, “Hand me down my walking cane,” cause his lover’s husband is coming home and it’s time to flee. Here there’s no running or walking away, he’s out for blood.

This is the weird America sung by Johnny Cash and Bob Dylan and mooned over by Greil Marcus, the America where the ghosts of innocent men haunt the hillsides, devils wait at the crossroads to make a deal and you’ll find Stagger Lee, Delia , Frankie and Johnny waiting at your corner bar with love or murder or both on their minds.

You can find “I Killed Sally’s Lover” on Live, Vol. II, which captures the elusive spirit of the live performance. And this may not be the best song on the album. You won’t find a bad cut, but you might love Smoke in Our Lights,” “Wanted Man” and “Pretty Girl from Realigh.”

The Avett Brothers consists of two actual Avett’s – Scott and Seth – and bassist Johnny Crawford. They’ll sing you ballads, rockers, story songs, meditations, love songs and songs of such frenzy that no container can hold them. You can trace their influences back to the Louvin Brothers, Doc Watson, the Replacements, the Flying Burrito Brothers, Johnny Cash, Jerry Lee Lewis, the Beastie Boys, the Ramones and the Red Hot Chili Peppers. Think of the Band if they never left the basement at Big Pink. The Avett Brothers may be the best band playing in America today.

“I’d kill lyou too if I had the nerve, but I just ain’t that mean.”